Prayer for Franco

Dear Lord,
We sit here today with no concept of what you have given us with no understanding of your love for us, with no nothing! We take for granted the little things in life that you give us and we dont realize how much it meens to us untill we lose it. Those extra little hours i could have spent playing with Franco vs. talking on the phone I wish more than anything I could have back. So I sit here today typing away asking A. your forgiveness and B. that Franco is safe and that he knows that I love him more than anything in the world.

3 months

Good morning Franco. How is it up there? it's been 3 months exactly today Honey, I love you.
♥ Forever
Kaya(Sissy)

Thoughts of his sweet smile still linger in my mind every second of every day. but yet, its comforting. I'm happy for him I am happy because he is with God, he's happy. there is no such thing as pain of suffering up there yet alone IV's in his fragile little arms, or the constant check ups, or the shots, those things just simply don't exist. When all I focus on is the fact that he is happy it makes me happy as well. But when I focus on how much I miss him that is just pure selfishness.
I ♥ You Franco

We Live by SuperChick

There's a song
by an amazing Christian band
called "Superchick"
They sing a song called
"We Live"
Go on YouTube.com
and just type in "we live"
its the first song to come up
its the most amazing song ever!
very powerful!
very powerful!

If Only I Could

If Only I Could:

See his precious little face again.
Hold his tiny little hand.
Admire his perfect little smile.
Play trains.
Read books before bed.
Laugh pointlessly.
Smile because of each others presence.
And live like there was no end.
Hear those 3 magical little words come out of his mouth, "i love you".



Maybe one day i will be fortunate enough to do those things again, maybe one day i can be happy
And maybe one day, He will come back